"It's hard to forget the past when it's writen all over your body*
INTRO
The blood clings to you, I've learned. all those little choices, and all of those lives. you cannot quantify the guilt; and no matter how the years yawn on, you cannot wash it off. It clings to you. It clings.
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| Name Lilith Marx | Age 24 |
| Pronouns she | her (cis woman) | Height 147.32cm (4'10) |
| Race Au Ra | Xaela | Birthplace Azim Steppe |
| Occupation Astrologian | Maelstrom Lieutenant | Alignment Chaotic Neutral |
| MBTI ESFP-T | Language: Xaelan | Eorzean (very thick accent) |
BIOGRAPHY
They call me a curse in a pretty shape; slow burn, sharp smile, the kind of grief you can kiss.Lilith Marx is a woman made of a thousand sharp edges and even sharper teeth. She learned early that softness is a liability in a world that takes without asking. What tenderness she possesses is deliberate, chosen with care, and often hidden behind a practiced poise that reads as confidence—or arrogance, depending on who is looking.She does not love easily—if at all. Affection, to Lilith, is a weakness best rationed and a luxury she rarely allows herself. Kindness is not her nature; cruelty comes far more readily, honed by years of learning exactly how much pain a person can endure before they break. She knows where to cut, where to twist, and how to leave wounds that never quite heal. This is not malice born of whim, but survival learned young and enforced often. The world taught her that mercy is rarely returned.Her past on the Steppe is written in blood. Violence shaped her long before grief did, and the two are inseparable within her. Lilith has taken lives—not in passion, not in righteousness, but because circumstance demanded it and hesitation meant death. Those choices follow her still, clinging like dust she cannot wash from her hands. She does not seek forgiveness, because she does not believe she deserves it. Instead, she repays her debt the only way she knows how: by healing others. Each life mended is a quiet act of penance, a tally against a ledger she knows will never truly balance.Grief is her axis. It does not soften her; it anchors her. Loss carved her into something precise and unyielding, stripping away illusions until only necessity remained. She carries it with discipline, never allowing it to spill into weakness, never letting it dull her awareness. If Lilith feels pain—and she always does—it is kept contained, folded neatly behind sharp smiles and colder words. To see her mourn is to witness something rare and dangerous.Lilith Marx is not kind. She is not forgiving. She is not gentle. She is both the sacrificial lamb and executioner.
the lamb
the executioner
the scapegoat
the hurricane
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| Sweets, like an ungodly amount of sweets. Like, it will kill a man. |
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| Small talk / waking up before noon / reading |
| 18+ only. I prefer to write mature themes. Minors, please do not interact. |
| IC ≠ OOC. What my muse says or does does not reflect me as the writer. Separate the two. |
| Relationships. I'm engaged irl and not interested in anything beyond friendships OOC. I'm a monoshipper but happy to do AU/Multiverse content. I prefer all rp to be story driven, I'm down to clown for erp if it has a reason. Please don't try to make me do porn for the sake of porn it will be left on read eventually for several months. |
| No godmodding. Don’t control my character, rewrite my actions, or assume relationships without discussion. |
| RP Preference Discord is my mode to go, but I can meet up in game just for ease and accessibility. I write multi-paragraph and while I would prefer the same back, as long as you put effort into the post. We'll vibe! |
| Triggering content is tagged. I tag common triggers as "cw: ___". Let me know if you need anything tagged. I really value safety and comfort with rp, and I value communication. Let's all be grownups and have a talk especially when it comes to boundaries. |
| Slow replies. I run on vibes and real-life energy. No pressure, no rush. And I expect the same energy back. |
| Chemistry over plotting. Pre-established plots are welcome, but I love seeing where natural interaction leads. |
| Respect boundaries. IC angst is welcome, OOC toxicity is not. If you're here to cause drama, keep scrolling. |
| Don't be transphobic, racist, homophobic, misogynistic. Just respect your fellow fucking human and we'll be chill. |
☆In Reverse, You Were All My Symmetry> Those who are: Astrologians, Researchers, Powerful folks who can tame magicks
Lilith is an experiment of astrologians to further the limitations of being able to LB3 by reversing time and bring back the dead. She is currently searching for someone who is able to help her adjust to her new way of living and powers.
☆I am Thick Tar on the Inside Burning
> Those who are: From the Steppe, Dorthal Tribe, Trade(s) with the XaelasWould know Lilith as the Cursed Child of Nhaama, or the Dusk Child. One of the few born with the Beast but able to control it, Lilith has fought for survival in the Steppes for as long as she can remember. Most fear her and would know her true name Narantuya Dorthal.
☆ If My Fate is A Bad Collision
> Those who: In the Grand Companies, especially the Maelstrom, Underground ocsLilith works as a Lieutenant in the Maelstrom, known for her very brief engagement and marriage to a Captain close to the Admiral Merlywb. Lilith is known for getting away with her antics in the Maelstrom due to the loss of her partner. Those who are more underground OC's can have Lilith on their tail.
COULD BE YOU
COULD BE YOU
COULD BE YOU
COULD BE YOU
